There are No Coincidences
How the YouTube algorithm unexpectedly led me back to writing.
It’s a Thursday at 1:11pm when I realized that Youtube has completely f*cked my life. It has been several days since my content has NOT been distributed in the Youtube algorithm and for whatever reason I’ll never know. Given that there weren’t any known violations, I can only come to the conclusion that it was indeed spiritual warfare.
*inserts double middle fingers at the screen*
Now some people would blame this on the current Mercury retrograde pre-shadow period but I chose not to because it’s like my Grandmom Jaqueline would say “There are no coincidences.”
Just to give this conversation context, the content I shared on Youtube was a collection of 7 subliminals, what I call The Quiet Magnetism Experience, that I created for myself earlier this year to help me regulate my nervous system. I had found them to be incredibly helpful so I decided to share them with the world via Youtube but Shaitaan didn’t like that.
Now looking back at my journey from being born from an abusive relationship that led to foster care since the age of 2 in a dysregulating environment, and struggling with unstable employment since entering the workforce in addition to being bullied for having the kind of beauty and health that would suggest otherwise, the only thing that is clear is that spiritual warfare has been on my life since I entered the womb.
Ever since my restaurant job closed last year with giving us just 2 days notice, yes you read that right, only 2 days, I have had all the time in the world to meditate on why. Well hold on let’s back up…when the restaurant closed, a week later I ended up applying to another restaurant and surprisingly didn’t get the job but was eventually relieved because there was a shooting in that area months later, oh did I mention the shooting that happened right next to my previous restaurant job (remember what Grandmom Jaqueline said, “There are no coincidences”).
Now back to why, why has there been spiritual warfare on my life since I entered the womb? What does Shaitaan know about my purpose that I have yet to discover? After meditating on this day in and day out, going through my astrology, my numerology, my human design, and gene keys, I eventually figured out why. The reason that there has been spiritual warfare on my life since I entered the womb is because my presence threatens the fabric of this reality.
Let me explain: I personally believe this reality thrives on dysregulation and that the most dysregulated nervous systems win. I have come to learn that my aura is naturally regulating for others (if your curious, you can download my free mini subliminal). The crazy part is that my aura was doing this before I learned how to regulate my own nervous system. Now that I know how to regulate my nervous system (I explain more in this essay), it has amplified the effect of my aura. Imagine if my Youtube channel had a chance to reach even 10,000 people, reality would shift instantly, not because of the subliminals themselves but because the people listening to them would become more regulated and so on and so forth. Shaitaan wouldn’t like that.
Once I was done giving Youtube both of my middle fingers. I decided to play the Nervous System Regulation subliminal, and as I became calm and present, I shortly realized that this was the best thing that could happen because I am finally writing again.
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