The Healing I Couldn’t Rush
How letting go became the beginning of real healing.
As I continued putting the final touches on the app, I couldn’t help but wonder how am I going to get this thing in front of the right people, in the right restaurants?
I didn’t want to contact my old coworkers or managers because the restaurants they worked at weren’t aligned with the app, oh and I blocked them. The app belonged to fine dining but I didn’t know anyone in fine dining. I didn’t want to do cold outreach because I’m a Human Design Projector and that’s not my style, I need an invitation. That’s when I realized I was too attached to the outcome. I had to let go.
Since my nervous system was becoming more regulated, I found it easy to let go without crashing out (that part). As I continued to let go, I was guided to do some healing. I came across a healer on Youtube last year after losing my job. I remember listening to only one of her sessions and crying like crazy. While that session was healing, I was not healed.
This is where the real healing began: I decided to return to her channel and do 15 more sessions in one sitting. Then the next day I decided to do the same 15 sessions again. And then the next day I decided to do the same 15 sessions again. Now 4 months later I am still doing the same 15 sessions (plus a few more) daily. And 4 months later I am still experiencing detox symptoms, although they have become milder over time, and I have decided I will continue to do these healing sessions until all of this stored energy leaves my body completely.
I’ve realized that healing is a practice that requires consistency. You don’t have to do 15 sessions a day like me (I’m a bit extreme and I have embraced it), but if you want to achieve actual results, it will require you to practice consistently.
2 months into my healing, I had released a lot of energy. Then it suddenly occurred to me that I also needed to recode my subconscious mind with the frequency I desired to experience. I was able to feel safe in my body (thanks to the Nervous System Regulation subliminal) but I also want to feel safe to express my emotions (Self Love subliminal), to feel safe being myself (Self Concept subliminal), to feel safe being seen (Magnetism subliminal), to feel safe expressing myself (Creative Flow Subliminal), to feel safe giving and receiving money (Calm Money subliminal), and expand my capacity to receive (Nervous System Expansion subliminal). Most importantly, I want to feel safe to receive it all and this is how The Quiet Magnetism Experience was created.
Fast forward to the present, I continue to do the healing sessions daily before I enjoy The Quiet Magnetism Experience for optimal results.
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